perfect peace

" soak me in your glory. soak me in your grace. i am so consistent with my need for you but so inconsistent with my pursuit. show me miraculous signs of your love. your constant, forgiving, love. put me exactly where i need to be. not a moment before. i want to see your face and feel your touch. my entire being aches for you. whenever i write to you its the same. i feel as nothing changes. give me a seeking heart so that i may search and find you. so that i may SEARCH and FIND you. awake my sleeping spirit, i want to feel you when i am awake. my song to you is lovely. my dance is so worthy because you made me beautiful."

breathe

i have often felt the need to take really deep breaths.... i don't know what this is. Do i forget sometimes or are things that bothersome?
i strive to be content, i strive to have purpose, i strive to be something greater. but all the while forgetting the most important thing......breathe. just breathe.
i need to be so close to the Fathers embrace that he breathes in me and breathes for me.

"tell me the things you have for me. show me your love. give me signs of your unfailing destiny. kiss the path you have chosen and teach me your kindness. breathe for me. breathe in me. hold me when i cant be alone. lead me when i'm scared to look. be my eyes and see for me. Oh how i love to sing to you and love you. I would whisper your sweet music if it were pleasing to you but my spirit sings it loud and lovely. you have control over the best parts of me and you have domain over the worst. what can i do for you, what could i bring to you my beautiful beloved?"